Live Your Life

Starting this morning by thinking. All about everything that’s happening around me. Try to be nice. Try to be who I am. Im just too tired entering this kind of situation.  I just wanna live my life as usual. Without  fear. Free. I don’t know what you did. I don’t know who I am for you. Im too lazy to live in a confussion. To think what I shouldn’t think. To hope what I shouldn’t hope. Im just too afraid to be back to my old me, who cant live my life easily. 

I wanna live my life easily. Without sorrow, without hurted, without uncertainty, without confussion. Free. Clear. Im tired to face with anybody wearing a mask. Because I’m me my self. I cant follow anybody to use mask too. Im who the way I’m. Im not afraid of risks. Living the life is full of risks. To be hurted, to be loved, to be the one who loving. Gaining love, or gaining hateful.

I’m not a faker, I just wanna be more flexible. To accept any unexpected scenes ever. To be ready all time facing every situations. To prepare quite expression even if its hurting so much.

I love my life. I love people in my life. I love the way I walking in my own way.

Im the one who easily forgiving, but not forgetting. Every scenes in my life have their own melodies. To be in minor, or even in major tones. I know if the major or minor tones running together, they will be a perfect melody ever. 

Living life. Some people think that we’re acting in drama of life. Acting perfectly every scenes. Trying to smile even if you wanna cry a lot. Trying to be nice even if you hurted. trying to act perfectly even if you're sinking in the unanswered questions.