Dear You :)

A lil bit scared. i don't know this gonna be better or worse.
what i know i'm just a lil bit scared.
i dont hope that much. because i know, everything that much gonna make me hurt so much.

i just want to say, thanks to you.
for whats happening right now.
thanks, to make my days be better.
leaving my confussion. leaving my hateful, forgetting those all, and starting brand new days.
again. it depends on you. for me to starting new days with or without you.
all i know im already leaving my sorrow.
my disbelief about feelings.
thanks to you.
for every silly topics that we've shared.
thanks, to make me just remember about yourself.
to make me annoyed and tired of waiting for a text.
thanks to you.
for me to loving uncertainty about us. for me to try to read you.
even you don't read me back.

i dont really know. is this real?
or just an imagination, as usual?

I'm afraid to love ...
you.