Because of a “I Love You”

Somebody asked me why I deleted my recent post about that guy. I deleted that post because I don’t want to remember about un-important thing like that. So I will just remember and make it as a big lesson.

It’s about stiff and flexible. I’m living with people who have flexibility. I mean, they take my words easily. Our culture, maybe. From long time ago, from I was still a child. I was indirectly teached to express my feeling well. Sad, angry, happy or any others.

I’m an easy one. I mean, it’s not hard to say “I love you” though you are just a single lady hehe-_- im accustomed to express my self easily.

“Thank you yaa, I love you hehehehe”

“Bunda, already sent ? thankyou I love you”

“I love you, del..”

“I love you Kak!”

It just an expression for me. It shows us that saying “ I love You” isn’t a taboo anymore. I made sure my self, I asked my friend (boy) about this.

Me         : Kak, I always say love to you. How about that? Do you feel uneasy? Don’t like that? Am I wrong?

Him        : HAHAHA No, I know who you are. Maybe I just a lil bit “GR”

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Me         : Rian, I always say love with you and others. But there are some people who take it seriously. I feel bad.

Rian       : Nanda, we have known each other for more than 3 years. I know about you so well. Why should I take it seriously ?? It depends on each person. How the way they interpreting your mean.

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Should I be a conservative one?-______-

I’m just the way I’m. A girl who easily express her feeling. But … silly.... There are some people who don’t like the way she expresses her feeling #tsahh

Ah maybe it was my own fault. The big lesson is ...... don't be tooooooo close with someone you don't know well and don't say anything that maybe they take seriously.