ME MY SELF :"3

I'm not sleepy. I don't know what to do.

I have already post 3 entries today. But can I write another one?

K, I can. This is ma blog and I'm not sleepyyyy T.T

Me? My Self?

Absurd. Silly. hehee

I'm just the way I'm.

To be very honest, I'm moody. It's really hard to control my own mood. Stupid? No .. I'm genius-____-

I'm cool. Cool .. I mean insensitive. I'm too fool to understand things about feeling easily. K, let's not talking about love. Kinda tired.

I'm caring person. But I don't like to show it clearly. 

Just pretend to be ignorant. It will be better if someone know you from your "dark" side before they gonna know you well.

Let's talk about .. feeling. I promise you all it's not about love -_-

I'm the one who's not easily realize a signal that there's somebody like me.

I don't like the signal. It's really hard. I'm afraid that I get it wrong.

That's way I prefer people who says "Nda, I wanna be close to you. Let me try to approach you"

It will be better. Why? I can easily realize things that he does for me without feeling afraid that i will get it wrong.

About the result... time will answer it kan hahaha

Seriously I'm afraid if there's someone who wanna approach me.

Careful, don't take it seriously. It's not just you who aproach by him. There're other girls. Don't believe guys easily.

Ah .. I always think like that. That's why I never take that guys seriously. Why should I ?-____-

So, guys .. wanna get close to me ? Just say it clearly muehehehe :"3

Sorry for being this over-confident-______________-
Sorry .. it's about lo... i mean about feeling again-_- 

Ah anyway .. we will face a beauty date. 12-12-12 in a few minutes.
It's not my business. I'm single. I'm very happy.
I just wanna get a flower bouquet or any special ............
Dont take it seriously hehe  :""3

[WARNING] FRIEND ZONE!!

I don't know why I'm interested in this tittle. Friend Zone.

My friend said to me, "Nda .. if you don't want called by fake-hope-giver, just make sure and make them know that they are in a friend zone,"

I can get it easily. But I'm really interested to write this in ma blog. (It's almost 11pm and I did'nt sleep yet. insomnia and trying to be productive hehehe)

The "friend zone" refers to a platonic relationship where one person wishes to enter into a romantic relationship, while the other does not. It is generally considered to be an undesirable situation by the lovelorn person. Once the friend zone is established, it is said to be difficult to move beyond that point in a relationship. 

Friend zone's signs for you guys :"3

1. She/He calls you her brother

2. She/He talks about guys/girls with you, and she/he is not doing it to make you jealous.

3. She/He tells you everything on her mind.

4. She/He starts to date someone else.

5. There is no sexual tension. 

6. She/He doesn't flirt with you    

If I'm not wrong (for me my self), mostly .. this is a group of male-exlusive. There is general agreement that once a man is in the friend zone, it is difficult to get out. 

 I found some articles about staying out from friend zone or getting out from friend zone

Click it for read more, Ah this topic is really interesting hehe

How to escape from this friend zone ??

Click this :"3

 

Source:

 Wikipedia

Mademan

Afraid-To-Be-Liked Syndrome

Afraid To Be Liked Syndrome?? What is it ??

I don’t know exactly. But I’m suffering that syndrome :(

It has been so long. I’m always feeling afraid. It’s really silly. I know ……..

Traumatic ……?

Over-selective ……..?

I don’t know …..

Why I’m being single this long …? Hehehehe

Because of that syndrome. I will easily avoid that person, If I feel the signal.....

Signal that the person like me. Hmm .. I Know that it seems too confident hehehe who knows??

But … I’m just affraid.

Afraid to be hurted maybe. Or …

FYI, I’m a possessive one. Before now ..

But ..

I don’t know now they see me as an insensitive one.

No attention. Ignorant. Cool.

I can be easily sensitive about things called love and soon.

Fool, stupid or anything I don’t care.

I really don’t know. Not pretend that I don’t know whats going on.

I’m just .. afraid.

Afraid to something that I don’t know.

Afraid to something that absurd.

S I L L Y …….???????

Because of a “I Love You”

Somebody asked me why I deleted my recent post about that guy. I deleted that post because I don’t want to remember about un-important thing like that. So I will just remember and make it as a big lesson.

It’s about stiff and flexible. I’m living with people who have flexibility. I mean, they take my words easily. Our culture, maybe. From long time ago, from I was still a child. I was indirectly teached to express my feeling well. Sad, angry, happy or any others.

I’m an easy one. I mean, it’s not hard to say “I love you” though you are just a single lady hehe-_- im accustomed to express my self easily.

“Thank you yaa, I love you hehehehe”

“Bunda, already sent ? thankyou I love you”

“I love you, del..”

“I love you Kak!”

It just an expression for me. It shows us that saying “ I love You” isn’t a taboo anymore. I made sure my self, I asked my friend (boy) about this.

Me         : Kak, I always say love to you. How about that? Do you feel uneasy? Don’t like that? Am I wrong?

Him        : HAHAHA No, I know who you are. Maybe I just a lil bit “GR”

……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

Me         : Rian, I always say love with you and others. But there are some people who take it seriously. I feel bad.

Rian       : Nanda, we have known each other for more than 3 years. I know about you so well. Why should I take it seriously ?? It depends on each person. How the way they interpreting your mean.

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

Should I be a conservative one?-______-

I’m just the way I’m. A girl who easily express her feeling. But … silly.... There are some people who don’t like the way she expresses her feeling #tsahh

Ah maybe it was my own fault. The big lesson is ...... don't be tooooooo close with someone you don't know well and don't say anything that maybe they take seriously. 

So.. What's The Differences of Adoring, Liking and loving??

"Ndud, kalo cowok ngeliat cewek kan dari .. okelah ga munafik dari body yaa, kalo cewek?"

Di tanya beginian jadi mikir... Gue liat cowok dari sisi mana yaa ?.......

"Cool ..."cuman itu yang bisa gue jawab.

"Nah that's why, ukuran cewek ngeliat cowok atau sebaliknya itu beda. Itulah kenapa lebih dikenal guys thinking logically and girls thinking with her feeling. Cewek itu kebanyakan suka sama cowok yang cool, tenang .. gitu kan ?"

Yes......

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So .. how can i crush to someone? I don't know exactly. My close friends said that I'm the one who liking easily, getting hurted easily, and forgetting easily too. But hard to forgive hehe-_- That's why I need to know the differences of adoring, liking and loving. Theoretically, I know about the differences. But I don't know practically(?) hehehe-_-

Can somebody or someone tell me the differences ?? Though I know theoritically, sometimes I'm not sure with my feeling-_____- seems like useless... Am I that fool, hmm?-___-

Just a silly conversation, but I got it ...

 “Kak,  gue lagi naksir sama anak yg satu kelas di MK xxxxx. Cara ngedeketinnya gimana yaa, soalnya biasanya masalah utama gue, gue naksir orang. Orang itu ga naksir gue. Gue udah ga naksir lagi, eh dia malah nunjukin sinyal baik. Padahal kan gue gapunya feeling lagi.”

“Ndud, cowok itu mikir pake logika.”

“Lah terus???”

“Disaat elo naksir dia, cowok itu bingung. Dia butuh waktu berpikir. Nah setelah dia kelar mikir, dia baru bisa ngambil kesimpulan. Disaat dia udah ngerti apa yang harus dia lakuin, elo nya malah udah ga punya feeling lagi. Jadi feel nya ga ketemu”

Gue diem. Mikir. Mencerna kata demi kata hahaha. Oh jadi gitu kali yaa. Akhirnya gue dapet jawaban atas pertanyaan gue yang njelimet itu. 

“Tapi ndud, kalo elo emang bener suka, lo ga bakal secepat itu kehilangan feeling. Di sini lo harus bisa bedain, mengagumi sama menyukai dan mungkin mencintai”

“Terus bedanya apaaaa ???????????”

It was just a short and silly talks between my friend and i. But I got it. 

At that time, he said "Ndud, guys think with his logic. if you want into them, you have to think with your logic too. After being in a relationship, then you can push or force him to think with feeling"

I don't  know with these all. Too complicated, to be honest.... hehe-_-

Kalo ga frontal, gimana mau bikin orang yang ga peka tau apa yang ada di benak kita?

Hello im here again hehe

sorry not posting this story bw using english.

it wont work if it written by english hhe 

Ga mau naïf, kadang orang frontal itu nyebelin. Ngomong seenaknya tanpa mikir apapun.

Terus kalo frontal di social networking salah ya ?

Apa gunanya dong socnet kaya twitter? Kan lambangnya burung, burung kan berkicau?

Berkicau kaya burung di twitter salah dong?

Terus kalo ga sengaja ngomong hal yang ga biasa juga dinilai frontal?

Kalo berusaha baik dan nunjukin apa adanya kamu sama orang yang baru kenal terus di cap agresif atau frontal gimana dong?

Wow hebat ya kamu :)

Kenapa sih persepsi tiap orang bisa beda-beda?

Kenapa sih kebanyakan orang-orang ga mikir dan ngambil kesimpulan dari berbagai sudut pandang?

Egois ya ..

Kita kan ga tau apa yang kita simpulin itu bener atau salah.

Emang ada beberapa hal yang ga bisa kita paksain.

Perasaan.

Beberapa hal yang bikin gue sedikit bingung.

Ada beberapa laki-laki ilfeel sama cewek frontal.

Itu ilfeel gara-gara sesuatu yang difrontalin yang kena banget, atau emang dia ga suka murni karena kefrontalannya?

Gue sih no problem lah selama cowok itu emang orang yang yang tau luar-dalem cewek itu.

Terus kalo ga tau sama sekali?

Ga beda dong sama orang-orang lain yang bisanya cumin nge-judge, tapi gatau apa yang di-judge.

Semacam hakim agung yang menghakimi tersangka tanpa didukung bukti-bukti yang valid.

Menghakimi tersangka lagi, bukan terdakwa.

Inget dong kalo ada asas praduga tak bersalah?

Tersangka kan ga akan bisa berubah status jadi terdakwa tanpa ada bukti yang jelas.

Oke gue rasa bahasanya terlalu berat.

Terus misalnya kita ketemu orang yang ga terlalu peka, tapi bahasa tubuh atau gerak-gerik kita ga cukup buat bikin dia sadar kalo ada sesuatu yang mau kita tau dari dia gimana dong?

Ga boleh frontal? terus kalo nyindir boleh?

Sebenernya beda frontal sama nyindir apaan sih ya?

Frontal kan ceplas ceplos ya? spontan, impromptu ...

d0h pasti anak baik-baik banget yang ga suka cewek frontal ?

Upss bukan maksud nyindir kok hehe

Serba salah dong jadinyaa huhuhu :'

Hati-hati sama orang yang ga frontal :)

Kadang orang frontal lebih baik loh, seenggaknya dia ga terlalu banyak nyimpen sesuatu :)

A: oh itu si nanda? Anjrit sok sinis banget? Sombong ya sengak gitu dih ..

Beberapa waktu kemudian…

A: anjrit lo nda! Lo kok gila gini sih aslinya haha ga usah sok jutek deh lo kebangetan! Hahahaha

See?

udah lah, kalo ga tau apa-apa mending ga usah asal bacot lah.

cara gue temenan? tanya sama temen-temen yang tau siapa sebenernya gue.

jangan nge-judge sembarangan dong ntar malah salah paham :)

Bukan menuntut, tapi hanya ingin fair :)

When You Love Someone :)

Hello ..
Just arrived from campuss and suddenly thinking about something.
This is about a song from Endah and Ressa - When You Love Someone.
There's a lyric that saying ..

When you love someone, just be brave to say that you want him to be with you~

To be honest, I always think about this. Should I say that I want him to be with me?
Off course, BIG NO .
I'm not that brave .. /sob/

And then ..

I used to hide and watch you from a distance
And i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer
At least to say hello

I'm looking for that time ..
Saying Hello is not a  must.
Now .. the most  important thing is .....
At least you will look in to my eyes and smile #tsaaaah

Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way

Love will find the way ..
Are you really the one ?
I'm serious, senpai!So.. Will you ......................

How Nice It Would Be?

When I see a sky like today’s sky
When the wind blows like it does today
My heart that was pressed down keeps lifting its head

The whole world shakes me up

Even my friends stir things up
Saying that you and I
We look good together

I wanna fly away (I wanna be with you)
And I’m dreaming again (I wanna be with you)
I really didn’t expect anything
I just only liked you
But I keep getting my hopes up

Eating lunch with you
Finding a nice cafe with sunshine
Talking about this and that and laughing
Walking on the street with the sunset
Saying goodbye in front of your house

How nice would it be

My clumsy words
Are proof that I like you
Do I look nervous right now?
Then will you hold my hand?

I wanna fly away (I wanna be with you)
And I’m dreaming again (I wanna be with you)
You were always in my imagination
I always met you in my dreams
And you’re walking with me on this street

Eating lunch with you
Finding a nice cafe with sunshine
Talking about this and that and laughing
Walking on the street with the sunset
Saying goodbye in front of your house

What should I say?
Should I say it now?
Will you say it too?
Will you say it to me?
Words that were left unsaid

Words saying that I love you like this

It might seem fast but that’s how I feel

Eating dinner with you
Finding a place with a nice sunset
Talking about this and that and sharing a kiss
Picking out places to travel together
Sharing this love with you forever
I wanna be with you

Lunafly - How Nice It Would Be (English Translation) 

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This song totally make me blushing all day long. just because of imagining this. Completely match us, dear you :)

YOU, who indirectly give me spirit for everything.

YOU, with the hoarse voice ..

Thank you.. for being my moodbooster.

as in ONCE ost. ..

i don't know you, but i want you 

all the more for that ..

you have the VALUE that i need..